Thursday, February 4, 2010

3:30 am...


I think this has all started so long ago that I don't remember so much. I'd currently heavily medicated and have no pain relief. The meds I'm taking are not really helping so much either. Just for the record and my own memory the meds I am on before starting this journey with pain management drs:
Effexor XR 300mg
Lyrica 100mg
celebrex 400mg
zonegran 100mg
phenergan 25mg
Ambien CR 12.5mg; i just started this and after 6 days I still have not slept.
Imitrex Injections 6mg

One would think I'd be in a coma; but no, here i am awake again. Got to doze off for about 45 min tonight. Hopefully I can sneak in another nap or I'm screwed for the day when my son gets up early.

I haven't slept slept in so long I wonder what it would feel like in the morning having slept the whole night through.

I fall asleep by the migraines just keep throbbing and burning inside my head that it wakes me up soon after going to bed. I wish there was more that could be done; I guess I will find that out on Tuesday when I see the pain management team.

My husband wants to go to his parents this weekend for his moms birthday; I may have to fail him again and stay home; because this has not been a good week for me.

Parenting a 2 1/2 year old is insane these days. He just throws fits and screams the whole day and then I cant get him called by down but nothing works. He's wild and cute as can be. my dream come true. I only wish I had so much more to give him.

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